as the day looms..

exam in 10 days!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

losing my mind..

sigh.

can we rewind back time by a month?

then i’ll be ready?

=(

panic mode has begun.

i don’t sleep properly, i jump out of bed at 7 smth, cos guilt wakes me up and every other ‘non’ studying thing i do i makes me feel damn guilty.

ugh.

and yet, i don’t seem to be studying well either.

what the hell is wrong with me?

wo bu yao quo gung ke =(

bu yao bu yao bu yao.

*sulks*

anyways, i should be getting back to work.. guilt calls.

i am so not ready for 23rd may.

someone save me.

an exam fairy with the tripos questions would be good.

studying. oh, yeah.

studying in libraries make me sleepy/lethargic for the rest of the day. and also makes me depressed.

but i get work done. for that 3 hours or so.

i should do a cba on whether libraries are good for me.

living in a sauna

good grief it is warm in the uk!

and i know what you are going to say abt how much hotter it is in malaysia.

BUT, in malaysia there is AIRCON and FAN – smth i don’t have here at all!

gosh.

and also in msia you chauffeur yourself arnd in an aircon-ed car while here i have to walk/cycle everywhere.

ugh.

hothothothothot.

my room is seriously insane, especially when the afternoon sun shines in.

seriously. its the kind of cannot tahan msia hot.

without aircon!

i NEED a fan-like thing.

ok, i’m probably sounding like this whiny annoying little girl..but its true!

come back please, winter.

i’m sorry i complained abt you in december.

i’m telling you, this is the effect of global warming.

grr.

according to the stern review, if increases in carbon emissions continue the way its going now, by 2016 the world’s temperature could increase by 5-10 degrees.

imagine that.

so.hot.so.hot.so.hot.

to only good thing is, i can blame my lack of concentration to the fact that the heat is melting my brain.

=)

oh, and ji if you are reading this..(although i doubt you do, since you seem to be hidden and mugging in the lse library day and night, reading nonsensical law cases) HAPPY 22nd BDAY! have a good one =)

GAHH!! there’s a humongous bee in my room! helllppp!!

facts of life

fact : writing a 1000 word essay abt ’smth to do with property’, in one hour with a cut on your finger is pure torture.

fact : not sleeping ‘properly’ the night before an exam gives you a massive headache.

fact : not sleeping properly is detrimental to my mental sanity.

fact : 4 hrs of sleep is considered ‘not sleeping properly’

fact : i am obssessing over sleep. but can’t sleep as of yet since i have an econs lecture in abt 10 mins.

fact : i am immune to the alarm on my handphone. i suppose jay chou doesn’t exactly scream “WAKE UP!!”

fact : exams are in two weeks and i am panicking.

fact : i hate heat. the sun is annoying me.

fact : i think my wisdom tooth is growing, and thats what making me so grouchy.

grr. i want sleep.

*throws conffetti*

finish!

habis!

finir!

完了!

terminar!

finitura!

acabar!

финишировать!

ok, enough of that.

*this translations are thanks to igoogle’s latest cool gadget thingy i found! its a language translater! how cool is that??*

anyways, i finished my stats at 0011 7th May. approximately 12 hours before the deadline.

yesss.. i know i ‘wassupposedtofinishityesterdaybutat0300igaveup’

=)

“The regression model with the 16 variables is :

PF = – 15862.3615+ 0.1790D + 8.1942F + 1.4254A + 29.3936GV + 18.0389B +

259.8701Fe + 58.7572P + 494.8102CP -308.1247S -754.8741NI + 422.9553M +

11498.9025HK + 10036.8078NTW + 11189.3324NTE+ 11065.8065KL -

16.0041Age “

a sneak peek into what has been driving me up the wall the last 3 days or so.

interesting, no?

also, random thought of the day, do you ever think abt what might have been?

…. *cough*

anyways, shall go get some much needed sleep. thank goodness i don’t have to pull an all-nighter tonight.

although… i don’t think my regression model was done very well.

i’m starting to doubt that i picked the ‘right’ variables.

and that i read the wrong p-values.

and i screwed up the residual analysis.

!!

ok, breathe.

i still have 12 hours to proof read everything.

(but i want to sleep)

and also, i have to study for my paper 4 mocks..

which is on thursday.

and write the essay on solow’s model, which i langsung tak faham, and it didn’t help that our lecturer didn’t come today, and i have to write the essay due wednesday before being taught!

swell.

and. i. need. to. be. mega. revising.

ok, not a good time to panick now.

must get this stats sorted out.

fact of the day : the correlation between projects and me being emo/pimples pooping up “bagai cendawan selepas hujan” on my face is very high *nods head*

of statistics and surprises.

i have been staring at statistical data for way too long.

ok, not that long, but still.

the numbers are annoying me!

grr.

and i kept making stupid mistakes while ‘calculating’ the multiple regression on excel, and had to really do ‘multiple’ regressions.

ok, bad pun..i’m sorry, but this is what too much numbers do to me.

yes, there are too much, i can’t count them anymore!

=(

so, if you were wondering what i was waffling abt the last few minutes, its basically abt my AWESOME-LY EXCITING  (i’m trying the whole reverse psychology thing on myself) project that is due wednesday.. which i AM going to finish tonight.

by hook or by crook, be it involving massive intakes of caffeine and no sleep, i am going to get it done.

i’m repeating this so everyone knows and so, now YOU hold me accountable.

=)

ooh.. jing ting beckons. smth abt an injured eye.

ahh.

shall be back, with more project fun!

*edit*

i’m back!

sigh.

this stupid regression model is not making any sense to me, and frankly right now i don’t really care, and just want to get it over and done with. its annoying! what a surprise, huh?

and speaking of surprises, had fun over the weekend surprising not one, but two people for their respective birthdays!

given, neither of them actually really seemed surprised, and wei yang ruined his surprise by being a dungu..but it was all still fun.

from baking the cake for david and hiding wanlin when she was taking out the cake ‘in front’ of the him during cg dinner to the last minute ‘change of plans’ and stalling with random bits of conversation.

and for once, i actually didn’t have my camera with me, hence no pictures =(

my ‘5 megapixel’ hp camera is SO NOT 5 mp. 

lg lied to me.

pictures are super grainy, but i’ll put them up once i find my hp cable amidst the mess my room is currently in.

*mummy, you really don’t want to see it, or imagine how my room might look like xD*

on the up side, today’s p4 supervision is the FIRST time i actually felt like i knew what i was doing/enjoyed myself during a p4 supervision. 

its a bit late in the year to finally find supervisions ‘enjoyable’ but hey, better late than never, i say.

and also, completely random, but the sun annoys me.

its 8 pm and the sun is shining like nobody’s business. bah.

anyhoos, enough procrastinating, i shall get back to my project, or i’ll be dead during my ‘marathon’ 3 hr lecture day.

 

 

 

 

 

oh, golly. it’s may!

oh, yes.

its already may.

*deep, deep breath*

idon’twantittobemay!

22 days and counting to tripos.

*faints*

yes, i know this is random.