… an iPhone!

can’t decide if i should get the latest one or save 100 pounds and get the older version. HMM. but the new one comes in white. and i <3 white electronic-ey stuff! XD

or get a sidekick (ala gossip girl.. but i doubt they have it in uk. SAD)

yes, yes. haven’t been blogging for a LONG time. blame it on exams, writing too many essays and just PURE LAZINESS =)

anyways, exams are finally OVER! wee! also (sadly) means i have finished 2nd yr of uni. means i’m 2/3 done with my degree. scary thought. maybe i should have done like medicine. i get 3 more years!

ya, so my life has basically been study study study eat eat eat and study study study some more. i have no idea why i am repeating everything three times (times times – mr liew’s style)

hmm. yups, today as first day of my “proclaimed” freedom and instead of sleeping in as i wanted to. i WOKE UP AT SEVEN. YES. SEVEN AM. I AM SO MAD AT MYSELF I WANT TO CRY. madness i tell you.

if you haven’t already notices, this is super disjointed. i hope my essays in exam had more flow than this (i’m also hoping that my examiners will be drunk while marking my papers, so one can dream, no?)

ah yes, new news? nadal lost french open. so SAD i tell you. really. devastated. ok, now i just sound sarcastic. but no. seriously. i couldn’t concentrate after i found out.. (so blame nadal if i fail my finance paper)

more news. oh ya. i turned 21 (amazing!) and had an exam on that day itself! awesome! and most ppl still had exams so i really expected to spend my birthday in my room (moping) and mugging. but, you know its times like these when your friends pick you over their exams (like seriously that’s a super big deal in cambridge! everyone is like super muggers!), you see who your true friends are. was really touched that my ultimate BESTIES/BFFs (omg, why the hell am i speaking like such a bimbo) surprised me. with cake and a balloon-filled room (the balloons are still there and full of jing ting’s air btw – i need to burst them soon) so had a really good 21st. and i got cards! which i LOVE.

other than that, my social life has been NIL. NADA. ZILCH. ZERO.

going bck really soon too! while a part of my really can’t wait to be home, there’s this little part that’s going to miss my life here in cambridge and all the ppl in it. however big (or small) an impact one has made in my life =)

i hate it when i get all ‘think-ey’ and start thinking about things.

how grammatically awesome be my title? =)

anyways, loads to do so i shall keep this simple and sweet.

m’night is coming. really excited.can’t wait! should be good,lah. since its lala wong and his blood,sweat and tears.

i can’t speak properly today.

so tired.

slleeeeppp.

idiots who wake me up before 9am should be shot.

oh, did i mention i have 6 supervisions next week? someone kill me already…

oh,oh. and halfway hall this friday. yay. i need to find my battery charger,lah. very sad to be camera-less =(

sony camera charger anyone?

i die now.

essay due in exactly 12 hrs and i have 100 words.

seriously.

i need to stop procrastinating.

and guy fawkes day was fun-ish.

altho the fun fair was too congested and we spent most of our time in the cold, shoving and pushing through the crowds.

but i had fun.

was good meeting up with ppl i haven’t seen in such a long time!

ohkay, not that long.

but long in cambridge terms.

ANIWAES

i need to go back to work.

=(

how i wish i had essay elves who would do my essay for me while i sleep.

ps : the sugar from the cotton candy is not helping me stay awake/giving me more adrenaline =(

was watching one of those nigella shows on channel 711 (no, i’m not an old aunty okay audrey teo?) and she inspired me to bake. and burn my hand (s) in the process. but look at my pretty cupcakes! even if they didn’t taste good (which everyone who ate them said they did xD) they look nice =)

ok, ok. they do look a lot better in the picture i took rather than in real life. photogenic cupcakes, i must say.

and the out of shapeness is due to ‘mechanical failure’ (cupcakeholderdidn’twanttocooperate!)

yeah, and that’s probly the last time i’m going to bake this holiday. i’m so lazy.

i am into the jonas brothers.

someone kill me already.

what happened to the days when pop idols were always 4-5 years older than we were?

..you stop blogging frequently.

notice how since exams ended for me, i have barely touched my blog?

and seriously, when there’s nth to do, you realise how capable you are of doing nth.

i can now sleep for 12 hours a day.

i ACTUALLY take afternoon naps, smth i have not done in a LONG time.

you realise that you are capable of finishing two seasons of a series in 9 days.

you realise that bathing and eating aren’t as fun as you made it out to be during exams.

but sleeping however, that’s a different story.

sleeping is AWESOMEEE.

notice the complete lack of intelligence in this post.

too much sleep and ‘not using my brain’ for too long.

well, tmr is options day, so for once i actually have to go somewhere.

and the day after is department garden party and dos dinner.

and after that its cumas garden party planning all the way!

ok, i actually have proper things to do now, instead of me just sitting arnd doing nth.

but in my doing nth, actually did smth.

i don’t think i made much sense.

anyhoos.

went london to meet up with aimi, the mrs president, and mrs-ey-est person of all.

super fun, good food, good company, awweeesssoommme sights xD

then sometime last week, walked to granchester (a small town near cambridge), seriously we don’t have anything to do. pretty sights, loads of greenery..and cool looking houses.

and, other than that, just general lepaking with people who are done with exams.

dodgy fried chicken eating with jings, being wei yang’s curry laksa guinea pigs, watching euro 2008.

my life really is rather boring at the moment.

my biggest problem is whether or not i should sleep 13 hours as opposed to the 12 i am currently getting.

ooh, excitement!

haha. i’m kidding,la.

i suppose i’ve got to sort out garden party stuff, and sort of decide my options for next year.

sigh..

really don’t know what papers to take.

but oh well, i don’t have to decide anytime soon.

and, ooh. exam results out on the 19th.

i’ll probly be hiding it out in my room. wouldn’t dare to face anyone.

walking back from my paper at 3.30pm.

i told myself, “quick, don’t get distracted by the shops arnd. need to go back to my room and mug!”

and then it dawned upon me.

EXAMS ARE OVER!

omg.

i feel a bit lost.

like i don’t know what to do with my time.

ah wells.

tmr is my bday (making a public declaration, i’m too tired, i have no filter system right now, so i’m going to be damn muka tembok xD).

but everyone is still having exams.

i guess i shall be celebrating the start of the 20th year of my life with my trustee bed.

oh, and the fellow land economist!

who are ALL FREE!

wee.

anyways, no time to be long winded now, heading of to bella italia’s for a land economy dinner thing.

then its back to my room to work.

oh yes you read right.

i need to work, and clean my pig sty of a room up.

sigh.

depressing.

Okay. Jing’s brilliant idea of getting coke to drink, not good.

can’t sleep now,la.

ooffhmph. over caffeinated. BAD.

anyways, since i can’t sleep, can’t study, i shall do this funny thing that jings tagged me

1. At what age do you wish to marry?

normally, i’d whole heartedly declare “not a day past 30!” but think about this, if you marry at 26, and live till you are abt 70, that’s 44 years of being attached to someone and only 26 years of being single!

but i digress.. so… moving on..

2. What will you do when you feel really emo?

stare into the abyss. listen to uber emo songs which make me pity said singers and i go, ‘hey, my life isn’t so emofying!’

3. Who is your idol?

Parents! for bringing all four of us up amazingly, if i can say so myself =)

4. Where is the place that you want to go most?

right now, back home. but it must be ‘real holidays’ so i can bum around and do nth. other than that, i really want to go to the states!

5. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?

wells, seeing as how the 1st that springs to mind is exams, i would say to be able to be satisfied with my exam results come june, knowing that i have indeed; as cliche as this sounds, “tried my best”

no wait, scratch that. i want to be a multi billionaire.

6. What is the purpose of your life?
not to merely exist, but to be a shining light.

and again, a cliche, but to make a difference =)

i’m a sucker for cliches.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
what is essentially grace chieng.

i think cambridge is driving me nuts.

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?

phone calls.

and, as bimbotic and self indulgent as this sounds, getting that pretty top/dress/bag

9. If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
unless i was ‘taken-over’ by jing ting, probably not. but who knows =)

10. List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
does annoying count?lol. ok,laaa. nice things abt jings (ooh, it rhymes)

- she weirds out with me, which makes things fun

- dedicated

- she loves meeee.

haha.

11. What type of person do you hate the most?
its a tough call between the uber manja type or the oh-look-at-me-i’m-so-not-cool-so-i’ve-gt-to-pretend-to-be-uber-cool.

12. What would you do if you won a million dollars?
hire a personal slave to make me my next 10.

13. What is your ambition?
i want to be happy =) i’m a primary school kid deep down inside xD

14. What will you do if you got rejected by someone you like?
jump off petronas twin towers. lol.

no,la. if that person doesn’t like you back, he/she probably wasn’t even worth it in the first place.

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
my initial shyness. and the fact that i seem to have lost my drive/ambition =(

16. What is your favourite colour?
*bimbo voice* pink! like totallyyyyy!seriously, you had to ask?

ok, its not pink.

as of now, deep green/royal purple

17. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
to love and be loved in return =)

18. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
go on an around the world holiday!

19. What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
haha. well, since i’m stuck in the uk.. i’d fly back to msia. and maximize my time on the plane. ask nicks and jings what i mean. and the moment i reach home, i’ll go eat some proper roti canai and curry! and then seafood and kolo mee =)

20. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
hah. i’ll humour jings/nicks.

he has gt to be in touch with his emotions. lyk CRYING.

happy now?

seriously?

i don’t exactly know what i want.

…i want a man and not a boy.

more cliches =)

he has to be able to support me emotionally and spiritually. i’m not bothered abt financially, cos i am going to make as much if not more than my future spouse! so there!

that’s enough for tonight, shall go attempt to sleep.

ooh.

i tag : amanda tan, lilian, eve, xu vin, audrey teo, jacinta chieng.